Hello blogger... i thinks no one hear my voice... I don't like pressure that they force me..

You understand that feeling when other people keep defence their opinion and force us to surrender.. I don't like that kind of person... EGO...EGO...EGO again... Why people who ego is stupid? Because they never taught of other people that what hurt us a lot....Why need to being friend with them????

I'm fine without them.. What they think them is??? Nothing good about them.. I don't need them... I will survive myself...

My life before are boring because i don't have any hard time.. But everything change when i know my little friend that ruin my life upside down... I don't thinks she can betray me... I feel like i being cheat.. that really cruel cheat... I'm embarrassed with my friend.. How could she do that... First time i feel her cheat me... I'm always being nice to her but other happen... She did that because her of  bf… that boy just one of classmate…. Nothing special about him… What is good about he? I saw just a coward..  He is the most coward boy I ever seen… He don't speak anything but there are many handmade story that he made... I don't care about it, but it about me... IT IS SLANDERING... it really humiliate me... because he talk to other people without inform me... I REALLY HATE THAT BOY... I don't ever think that he slander about me....

If he say anything in front of me.I guess i want to make his face into a piece... I really meant it..  Why i meet that horrible boy? I thinks he come from planet Pluto.. It so annoying just seeing him..

Both of them cheat at me.... I don't want seeing them both.. What a cruel people??
I don't want to be friend with them..

I don’t feel any freedom at here….. no one understand me. one want feel what I’m feel … I’m tired, bored and mad this world … I’m not a toy… I don’t want to follow anyone nonsense order. I am want lead my own way.. It was a boy who disturb my life a year ago.. He look like nice but I don’t know he was so evil.. He creates rumors about me. He talking to my entire friend and bring me down because I don’t accept his.. Because of that i don’t have any friend to stand along. My entire friend looks weird at me.  With patience and courage I change myself.. I shows what the real ezzati..  I want say whatever I want to.... :(

Diri Dahulu saya...

Assalamualaikum... hari nie first time tulis blog... tp dah past two days dh ad blogger. Nk ad blogger bkn sebab apa pon... Sb nk luahkan apa yg terpendam.. Perasaan benci, sakit hati, geram, rasa x adil , x puas hati..

Dulu sy budak yg tak pernah memberontak krn ayah sy garang sgt.. Start masok asrama, dh alami sedikit kehidupan sbb survive sendiri.. Kehidupan pelajar mesti ad sedikit pertelingkaran sesama sendiri.. Tp waktu tu sy rasa x baik bergaduh walaupon benda besar... Sy rasa org nie x bertimbang rasa smpi sanggup bergaduh....

 Tp bila dh alami rasa bagus bertikam lidah sedikit... Sy rasa x adil sb sy yg kena mengalah walaupon sy x bersalah.. Bdk2 nie memang kejam.. Bukan, manusia memang kejam.... Sy nk luahkan apa yg x adil bg sy... Mereka dh buat kesalahan pd sy tp masih berpura2 x bersalah... Sgt Kejam.. Sy perlu ketengahkan suara sy...

Sekarang tahun 2014..
Usia saya sudah 21 tahun. Masalah yg sama membelengu saya. Why me? Why? Aku mmg stress dgn masalah nie lgy.. org kata tak boleh, tp takdir Pencipta yg menentukan. Sekarang nk ikut ckp org ke nk ikut takdir diri kita? Semua org tahu tiada siapa dpt melarikan diri drpd takdir. Who you want to change human destiny? Look at yourself. You are just human, what you can do just talk. You cannot make thing become anything you wish.. so stop stressing the situation, you just make people hate you more.